Once Upon A Dream

I've dreamed of beautiful dreams.
I've dreamed of horrific nightmares.

You alone were a beautiful nightmare.
Dark, twisted, and undeniably wonderful

I'm trapped between the idea of waking up and staying asleep.

Loving you was a fairytale.
Loving you was a nightmare.

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June 09, 2018

"This is it. I'm finally going to be with him. It pains me dearly to leave my mother and father in this world. However, the happiness that comes in spending forever with him is my dream. He only appears in my dreams but I know he is real. See you soon my beloved R."

Missing cousin. A lost diary. Roses everywhere. A man who only appears in dreams.