Standing Alone
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Imagine walking in the halls at school alone. Looking at everyone in there groups. It seams everyone belongs to something! Every one has a group or someone to talk to! Even the nerds have each other. But I, Natasha Gritz, don't know where I belong. I don't know what to do or where to go. Nobody believes in me, not even my own parents. Nobody thinks I will ever get far and be successful but I have dreams just like everyone els and I want to make a difference. The only problem is no one is interested in getting to know me or even giving me a chance. My teachers don't even understand me. Will anyone ever truly get me? Even if, what then... I move all the time. Currently I live in Chicago with my mom and dad. But I never have time to make friends or say goodbye when I leave.
I just don't know any more. What's the point, really? What is the reason that I am hear on earth, living and breathing... Do I over think this? Yes.
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