Finding My Home
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Ongoing5m
Last published Fri, May 29, 2015
May 10th
Dear who ever it may concern,
My name is Haneul. I got a life I didn't deserve or got a say in. I wish I could just die, but there's this guy called Yixing who's preventing me from doing so. I don't know if I should despise or be grateful towards him. It doesn't matter though because my life isn't depending on him, it's depending on a timer. Once that timer stops, my life does too. I'll vanish and be another chapter in his novel. I can't tell if that's what I want or what I'm trying to avoid. I don't want to hurt him, but I think I'm only hurting myself. I mean who cares about a girl who doesn't have long to live, right?
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