When you are dying, and your life seems to turn gray but someone gave colors to it, it became harder to leave. Love is a wonderful feeling that makes a person's lifespan longer but we all know that death is inevitable. We can't just live an endless life even we want to. Everything has a deadline. Happiness is not the only feeling that we had. Enjoying our life as long as we're breathing is the only thing that we could do. We can't just run and run to our expiration. To enjoy life is to enjoy every moment and not being worried about our future. It's ironic that I have said that but can't apply to myself. I'm too scared. I can't just accept the fact that I'm gonna leave sooner or later. I don't want to leave him, them. But I guess, no, the truth is that I can't stop my death. Maybe my mission is already done. It's hard to go, it's hard to let go. But at the same time, I know everything will be alright. Time will come that they'll accept my goodbye. There's only one thing that I want him to do, 'LOVE HER LIKE HOW YOU LOVE ME'.