I Just Want to be Loved
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Last published Mon, Jan 10, 2022
Tommy wants to be loved. He wants to be loved by his father, by Wilbur, hell he'd even accept love from Techno. He's only a kid. He just wants to be loved. They give him the attention he so desperately yearns for whenever he does something right, and otherwise treat him the same as they always do. Badly. He needs to impress them. He's not worth anything if he doesn't do anything good. Right? He only deserves to be loved when he, improves his grades, or, or cooks the family dinner... Right?
! CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS !
! Neglect !
! Broken Family !
! Angst !
! Abuse !
! Blood !
! Mild Violence !
! Substance Use !
! Character Death !
! Major Character death !
! Suicide !
! Possible Derealization !
! Sickness !
! And Possibly More !
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