all i want
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(my biggest goal is to make you cry)
14 year old Eleanor never would've thought that her big brother would commit suicide, leaving her and his (ex) boyfriend, Cyrus, in terrible sorrow. After months of recovering from a wound they never thought would ever cut them, Eleanor decides to finally go through what was once Liam's bedroom. At first, everything seemed completely normal for a depressed 22 year old guy, but then things started to get weird. She found objects, files, and notes that she feels would have to be kept a secret. Will she find out who her birth parents are? What will they do when they find out Liam is dead? Read to find out!
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