Is it okay for me to feel this way? (poem)

Finished poem that holds a different meaning to me as an adult. Strangely enough I remember writing this when I was feeling suicidal, and in either my sophomore or junior year. Quite honestly I don't remember what time I wrote this in. It was just a explosion of imagery and tireless emotions. I would have to re read all my poems, but as of right now this one is my favorite. For the meaning and the way I incorporated the imagery.