As season 2 is upon us, I would like to let you all know that I will be making some edits to this with name changes (before, I didn't know some of the side characters names so I just made them up, but I found their canon names). I will NOT be updating on any chapters until every episode has been released. Thanks for understanding! Name changes: Xander - Scar (Ekko's right hand) Petra-Eve (young girl killed by Jinx in Act 2) - They called me lucky. But I wasn't really lucky at all. And all that bottled up. So with one, deep breath, I felt all that poisonous passion bubble. It boiled and spilled and I closed my eyes and thought of the look in Jinx's eyes when she told me she was sorry. I thought of what could of been. - Lesbian and asexual representationnnnn~~~ This fanfic is based on an experience I had with my first love, if you can call it that. I had a huge crush on her for months, and then she asked me out!! But it turned out she was told I was into her and assumed that meant I wanted to hook up. Some things happened, and as someone on the ace spectrum, I faced a lot of difficult questions and accusations from her, such as 'how do you even know you like me if you don't want to do that stuff with me?' which honestly, I feel is damaging to anyone, ace or not. Asexuals aren't anomalies, they aren't broken. They are able to love and feel the same as any non-ace person. I loved that woman, she was more than just a body to me. But that's all I was to her, and in my struggle of accepting myself after that experience, I wrote this. I hope readers, on the ace spectrum and off of it, can find a piece of this story to relate to and find comfort in. You are not just a body. You deserved to be loved unconditionally. Thanks for reading!!