"I loved her so much that it nearly broke me when she decided I wasn't good enough." Calum is trying to cope with the fact that the love of his life is gone and she's never coming back. He never felt that way about anyone. He had always been told to not trust anyone because everyone was just a big let down. Being let down was all he ever known, but when he met Harley he made sure that he would do everything in his power to make her love him. But he failed. He doesn't know how to deal with it.