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Hi... so this is kind of the outlet I am turning too. I miss writing and I miss.. ME.. I have allowed to many people to walk all over me. I am slowly trying to find me. If you would like to join me on this journey I welcome you but as Adele said "Go easy on me" I have had writers block for a while and I feel like writing this will help me in some ways just get it out. I'm blocked by A LOT of pain and hurt that many people have done to me. If your on a trip of healing and need someone to relate to I hope my story helps you in some ways. Writing has always been therapeutic to me in ways and I want to get it back. Maybe I should call this our caterpillar stage because I don't feel like a butterfly just yet.

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KirstenAll Rights Reserved

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