I LOVE U 4EVER, FOREVER IS OVER...
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"Gusto ko na s'yang hiwalayan. Kailangan ko ng dahilan." Hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong gagawin ko, ayokong magmukhang masama pero hindi ko naman kasi talaga s'ya mahal eh. Napapailing na lamang ako habang nararamdaman ko ang pangingilid ng mga luha ko sa aking mga mapupungay na mata, nanlalabo ang paningin, kailan ako lalaya? Tulad ng paglaya ng mga luha ko na tuluyan nang umagos sa aking mga pisngi na kaninay pinipigilan ko pa pero sa sobrang pagdurusa nila, naihalintulad ko ang sarili ko sa kanila na gustong nang rumagasa pero pinipigil ko pa. Kaya mabuting palayain na, dahil baka pati ako ay palayain rin. "Bakit ganito ang ang porma ng istorya ng pag-ibig ko? Bakit sila binigay yung pangarap na kwentong pag-ibig nila? Bakit sakin hindi? Ang unfair n'yo Lord...Sakal na sakal na 'ko. Ayoko na.." Mula sa pagkakaupo ay ibinagsak ko ang katawan ko sa kama at dumapa ngunit patuloy na tumatangis. "Ayoko na... Nagsisinungaling ako sa sarili ko. Niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko.."
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