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I'm Better Because Of You

Bookwhoresixtynine

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Bookwhoresixtynine

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"I think you might of accidentally saved me life, Aaron."


"And I think you accidentally saved mine, love."






Madisyn King is a girl who keeps to herself. She never really had friends, other then the ones inside her head. She used music and art to drown them out. Madisyn hated the world and her self so she coped with it by hurting herself or by isolating her self from the outside world. Madisyn's father is one of the reasons she's like this. Another was the death of her younger brother.  Her father never showed her any love after that he blamed her for the death of his only son. Madisyn never really had anyone after that other then her mother and best friend but her best friend eventually turn on her as-well. But once Madisyn meets Aaron Forbes do her world views change?




Aaron Forbes is a guy who is quite popular you might say. He has lots of friends and a ok home life. His parents were never home, his mother is a flight attendant and his father is an international business man. Aaron was a troubled kid from his lack of parenting. Aaron did have horrible thoughts from his lack of love but he'd hide them by stealing, smoking, and drinking.  But he never threw parties. But once Aaron meets Madisyn King a girl who can make his heart race with a look, do his world views change?All Rights Reserved

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