broken promises, broken skin and broken heart
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Last published Sun, Apr 3, 2022
poetry I've written to try and process how I am feeling and to cope. tw for sh, Ed and od
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➸ 𝘽𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝘽𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 (𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡 )✔
𝙃𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙮𝙢𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙮. *** 𝘾𝙮𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙖 𝙈𝙖𝙚𝙫𝙚, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧, 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙜𝙡𝙤𝙗𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩. 𝙃𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝘾𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙖𝙣 𝙍𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙'𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙯𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙚𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩. 𝘼 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩, 𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢. 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣? *** 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨, 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙙. 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙?Complete
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𝓢𝓱𝔂 𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓐 𝓢𝓲𝔁𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓶 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓪 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓲𝓻𝓽𝓱 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓶 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓾𝓹 𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓪𝓰𝓸 𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓕𝓲𝓿𝓮 . 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓐 𝓕𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝓸𝓶 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓵𝓮 𝓑𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓼 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓫 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓶 𝓲𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓱𝔂 𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓗𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓭𝓸 .𝓼𝓱𝔂 𝓰𝓸𝓽 𝓽𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓫𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓱𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 , 𝓑𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓵𝔂 𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓴 𝓸𝓯 𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓼𝓱 𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓯𝓾𝓵𝓵 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓒𝓸𝓴𝓮 , 𝓭𝓻𝓾𝓰𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓸 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓐𝓬𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓸 𝓛𝓮𝓽𝓼 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓷𝓮𝔁𝓽Complete
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I love you, I'm sorry
He want's to show her what it really means to truly be loved by someone Daily updates* TW: ⚠️ abuse, sh, cussing, mentions of suicide https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6NxYlDN2T2tsztVYUJYAsg?si=GSQrM3vgQ0m_fIQNTv9O4Q&pi=u-x_HUVcFKTpi9
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