Peter Parker, Lost Forever
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Last published Sun, Jan 16, 2022
No one remembers Peter.
Following the events of No Way Home, life can't get worse, can it?
Fighting off crime, but also his own mental health problems, Peter struggles to fall off the edge of it all and lose himself like he has to the world.
This is not my first fanfiction, but it is my first fanfiction about Spiderman.
Trigger Warning: slf hrm, negative self talk, suicidal thoughts, depression, etc. Maybe some violence, but not gore.
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