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High All The Time

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Parts 14
Time 1h 6m

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"It's not like he'd been abused. Or bullied. Or assaulted. Anthony had everything he wanted. So why? Why did he wanna die?"

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TW: Drug usage, suicidal ideation, self harm, reference/implied Sexual Assault, description of sexual situations (but no smut I promise)

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