diary of a troubled youth

diary of a troubled youth

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Last published Sat, Nov 7, 2015

I was gunna. Commit suicide and this is what I left behind but I didn't end my life I realized that it's the cowards way out. And refuse to be a coward. If you're going through hell keep going.

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