change of heart
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Last published Thu, Feb 22, 2024
I don't like getting attached to people.
I really don't and the only reason for that it's because sooner or later that attachment leads to another thing.
Disappointment.
I'll probably die alone.
But that's okay because I won't be disappointed. I won't get hurt.
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When Maelynn gets amnesia due to a severe accident, she questions everything. Her past life, the people in her past life, and herself. She is ready for a fresh new start after the accident and tries to recuperate her memories but does she want to return to her old life?
Was it better for her to have forgotten all the things she wanted to desperately leave behind her?
Through her new life, she encounters former relationships with her former friends, her parents, and maybe even him.
Benjamin.
But most importantly, she tries to fight the inner battle within herself.
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Thank you for taking the time to read my new story!
May God bless you! xoxo
Disclaimer:
-I DO NOT own any of the pictures used in this story.
-BE AWARE: this book might make you cry :'( it's an emotional story about self-healing and a roller coaster of feels
-ALL GLORY TO GOD, without HIM I wouldn't be able to do anything; thank you Jesus
-Feel free to comment your thoughts;)
-Cute fluff and somewhat cheesy moments
-I DON'T BLAME YOU IF YOU END UP FIGHTING THE MAIN LEAD FOR BENJI, I WOULD TO BECAUSE HE IS AN UTTER BEAUTY!
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