Nice and Spice

At every opportunity, Bede tried to prove himself. Again and again. Every time he had been tossed out when his use was outlived. In his most vulnerable moment, he opened up to someone. It left him in pits of thoughts. Suddenly, the smallest things meant everything. And yet, he stays in denial of his feelings; questioning himself at every turn.

Y/N, unlike everyone else in his life, keeps coming back. The warm welcome from her leaves his heart aching, the two of them equally desiring for more than a playful rivalry.