Everyone has that special someone, no matter who they are, past or present, they will always continue to hold a heavy place in our hearts. Losing that special someone is no joke, the turmoil of emotions, facing the memories, and especially having to cope alone. Constant overthinking, and the heavy shadow of the one question spinning in your mind, "did I mean anything to them?". Do I miss them or the feeling, attention, and the rush of adrenaline? Learning to find closure, overcoming anger, and dealing with those emotions in the present day. Achieving self growth, and learning to put yourself first. Most importantly, recognizing the importance of being selfish in a relationship.