Hi I'm Jade and I'm 14 years old, and I'm going to tell something about myself. Well I love dancing really much it's one of the most important things in my life + my mom. Why I love my mother that much, is because she feels like a best friend to me. I don't know how it feels like to have a best friend (cause I never had one) but I know my mom is my best friend. Also why I love dancing that much is because....my dad always cheered me up with his favorite dance and I always tried to redo his dance, then I became a dancer cause I loved to dance so my dad actually inspired me. If you're thinking "Oh why didn't she say she loved her dad in the beginning" well I love my dad with my full heart but...he is not on earth anymore, and that's pretty hard for me to process. Well that's actually everything I wanted to say , so enjoy my story!
I lost my mom at 11, that's when it started. My dad became a drunk and I was left to take care of my 3-month-old baby sister. Now I'm 23, graduated a few years ago and my sister, now 12, can understand what happened.
She never fully understood when I needed someone to and I didn't have many friends that stuck around afterwards. Until I met him.
We were friends first, then the feelings got deeper. He asked me to be his girlfriend. He was my first kiss, first date, first real friend, first love, everything. I loved him and I do. I've said it.
Now all we do is fight. I don't know why we can't figure things out, but I can't take this fighting. I just want things to go back to the way things were.
The way we used to be... Happy, carefree teens that pretended we had the whole world figured out.