lemon lover [cth]

"If I only want you when I'm vulnerable then you only need me when you're drunk.", Ava almost whispered upon his muted tears, her voice cracking mid-sentence.

But that he was the one causing her to feel vulnerable while he got drunk on needing her remained unspoken that night.

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Coping with emotional outbursts by biting into a lemon was way more effective, so he found, when tasting the yellow fruit from in between the lips of his night-time lover.

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TW: DRUGS, ALCOHOL, VULGAR LANGUAGE, VANDALISM, DESCRIPTIVE SEXUAL CONTENT, MENTAL ILLNESS (PANIC ATTACKS OR EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS IN GENERAL, INSOMNIA AND DEPRESSION MAINLY)

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started december 31st 2021