Not Really There
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- Parts 17
MatureOngoing8m
Last published Tue, Nov 15, 2022
A book that's about me, like diary entries. Some people won't care to read, others might find it too dramatic, or interesting because of the drama. Either way these are still true stories, true feelings, true pain. There is sexual abuse in it, cursing, self-harm, and among other things. All things I have had to experience. If you'd easily get triggered I encourage you to not read. I'm sorry to anyone that's had to go through what I've been through.
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