How could Eddie just say he was leaving the 118? Did Buck really mean so little to him that he could just leave without talking to Buck? Buck felt his world stop spinning and come crashing down around him. But one argument leads to the most important confession of Buck's life. Will that confession be enough to make Eddie change his mind or will he take more convincing? It's not always easy for Buck to express how he feels but it's even harder for Eddie to do it. Buck doesn't need easy, he needs Eddie and Eddie needed Buck even if he didn't know it yet. "Y-y- you're leaving?" I stammered, "how? Why? After everything we've been through?" "Buck it's more complex than that," Eddie responded, "I have to think about Christopher." "Christopher is a scared kid Eddie, but this is bigger than him." I replied, "You're not making this decision because of Chris, you're just using that as an excuse."