|| Dealing With You || ✔
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  • Time 3h 1m
Complete, First published Jan 01, 2015
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Shit

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I walk in the living room and stood in a random corner in an attempt to be away from everyone else.

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I looked around to see if anyone else was as lonely as I was.

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But everyone was either taken or asleep. Typical.

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Well, I knew I was going to die a loner anyways.

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what would it be like to kiss a cow?

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i bet it would be slimmy.

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and smelly.

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"There's no more time", I signed already planning on ditching this place and finding a cow to spend my life with.

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As I was headed for the door, I was pulled into a closet and a soft pair of warm lips were pressed against mine. Tenderly they grasp the back of my head, pulling me in closer. I slowly melt in to them, embracing the kiss and allowing myself to surrender into the moment. 

 As soon as I knew it those soft lips pulled away and I open my eyes, coming face to face with my reality. Those soft lips belonged to the same green eyes I would stare at numerous times and fantasize. Those same eyes which i knew were basically off limits. From that kiss, I knew there was no way in hell I was going to be able to continue following that rule. 

I just kissed Aiden.

I gulped and looked at the ground.

That was also my first kiss.

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Sarah Patel. 17 year old Indian American Teen who's one goal in life is to finish high school, unnoticeably, snarkingly, and with her best friend Jasmine by her side. That is until she develops a ground breaking, core shaking, head exploding crush on the most unavailable guy in school.
Hey, can you really blame her? 
Follow Sarah on her journey through self identification and acceptance as she discovers herself and her feelings through this little journey known as high school.
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Her disaster

8 parts Complete Mature

*Featured book* [HIGHEST RANKING : #1 IN #controlfreak ] " I HATE YOU".. trying to hide my tears by taking a step back and suddenly felt his hand gripping my arm tightly, tight enough to give bruise on my skin, drag me towards him, forcing me to stand an inch away from his face close enough to feel his breath.... (giving same electrical chills on my body), looking into his eyes how can i hate you james, but i have to do this for the sake of me.. suddenly back to reality, now his grip his hurting me... "JAMESSS.... PLEASE STOP IT, you're hurting me". He realised it and losen up, hold me again from my waist, "YOU CANNOT HATE ME, DO YOU GET THAT" he said with anger in his voice. "NO, I HATE YOU AND LEAVE ME I AM NOT YOURS, YOU CANNOT TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I SAY OR NOT" yelling louder enough to make him more mad. "YES, YOU CANNOT HATE ME BECAUSE YOU ARE MINE" his lips near enough to touch my lips, can feel his breath, suddenly my eyes went to his lips and for a second i stared at his lips but again i look away, this time he pressed his lips to mine, forcing me to let him enter and i gave up, we are kissing more passionately with anger and want but suddenly i am back to the harsh reality and ive tried to remove him but i know i am not strong enough to remove him, but with the force i push him although i didn't want to but i have to, then he is looking at me without breaking an eye contact and said with smirk "I KNOW YOU ARE STILL MINE". Yes he is HER Disaster, Something has happened 5 years back which she still regret and wished, what if it it didn't happen, what if she hadn't met him at first place, what if she stopped him by keep coming back to her life. she cannot get away from him and cannot live with him although she want to be with him, but have to make a decision otherwise it will lead her nowhere but in the darkness.