The sweat on my palms stamped on one page marking my impatience and agitation as an agility. The room was filled with silence and my head with second thoughts, the sound of clock ticking was the alone noise that could be heard. "Was I actually going to do this?" I wanted to revisit the months of circle of emotions that I experienced which were presently summed up into three papers. _̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶_̶ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝙾𝚗: 𝟷 𝙹𝚊𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢,𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸 𝙴𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝙾𝚗: 𝙾𝚗𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐