Tarnished
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"And in the end, my fear of losing him was no match for my fear of loving him..."
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Ever since her parents got divorced, Sarah maintained a good girl persona to please her high expectant father. She kept up the facade so well and for so long she never got the chance to find out who she really was.
A small part of her always presumed the one thing that would tarnish it all would be her finally hitting a breaking point with her dad.
Little did she know life had something terrible planned...
It forced her to alter that persona. But what was only supposed to be an altercation turned into a series of bad habits. From getting drunk every night to hopping from bed to bed Sarah not only failed all her exams but she lost all track of life.
Until she saw the beginning of her redemption... but it comes at the cost of heartbreak and betrayal and goes against everything Sarah believes in
But she couldn't let go of it if she tried...
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