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Boys Like Me

Bacaan 268
Undian 11
Bahagian 5
Masa 21m

Bacaan 268
Undian 11
Bahagian 5
Masa 21m

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You say I've changed 
But maybe you just never knew me 
And maybe I never knew me either 
Because I was too busy hiding behind what people might think 
And convincing myself that silence feels anything like freedom 
Let me tell you, it does not
It feels more like being under water and trying to scream 
And want to know the really crazy thing?
I thought that that was how my life was supposed to be, and how it was supposed to sound 
Constantly drowned by trying to be a "her" and wishing I was something better than myself
Now I know that comparison and fear are the villains that killed me
They say I've changed 
But my villains do not know me


"Boys like me" surrounds the struggles of 22 year old Jayden. Discovering his identity, and desperate for love, Jayden and his best friend decide to do something big with their lives, but then Jayden finally finds love when it's least expected. Will he back out for the boy of his dreams, or will he go forward? 


⚠️This book has mature/sexual chapters and includes subjects of childhood trauma, abuse, depression, and suicidal suggestion⚠️


THIS BOOK IS ON PAUSE FOR A LITTLE BIT WHILE I REVISE AND EDIT THE STORY SO FAR AND SORT OUT SOME PERSONAL MATTERS <3Hak Cipta Terpelihara

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