My Life Begins when I gave up

Don't we think that life is very unfair.
All the shits in our life is very hard to deal with.
We don't know and how to handle it.
Faith is really on something that we can predict.

Only God knows everything.

Before I believe that destiny only brings happiness to our life.
Before I believe that miracle exist.
Before I believe in all impossible things.

But ...

Why all people why me
Why the heck it is me
Why should I be in this situation...

I can't believe that those drama I have read and watch was beyond really happening in real life. I thought it was just some kind of imagination of the mind of a person to make and do such a scene on television.

I see my life and my worth in this world but before that I was giving up the life I have.