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Why Try?

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Parts 21
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Reads 976
Votes 48
Parts 21
Time 1 hour, 2 minutes

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So you may think I'm the average 13 year old girl, happy, free and wild. But the simple fact is I'm not... 
I'm depressed, friendless and mentally and physically messed up.
My life consists of doctors appointments, counselling and pain. Will you figure out what happened and the real reason I am different at first sight?All Rights Reserved

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THE UNSAID

I DON'T KNOW WHICH AGE I WAS WHETHER I WAS 18 BY TIME OR 13 BY MIND I DIDN'T JUST FELT THAT FEELING IN A WHIMP RATHER I NORMALISED IT WITH FRIENDSHIP I NORMALISED WITH SMILES WITH THAT UNKNOWING CRUSHES SITTING ACROSS EACH OTHER THAT TIME WAS THAT LOVE NO MAYBE BUT THERE WAS A FELLING WHICH I COULDN'T QUITE FAMILIARLISE I DON'T STILL NOW I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT GOES OR HOW IT COMES BUT I WANT TO BE COAXED LIKE 13 YEAR OLD GIRL NOT BY ANYONE BUT BY HIM I WANT TO LEAVE HIM BUT I WANT TO BE NEAR HIM YES YOU WILL BE SAYING I AM INSANE BUT AMI I? I WANT HIM AS MUCH AS I DON'T WANT HIM LOVE DIDN'T CAME BY WIND FOR HIM NEITHER THE HATE BUT IT CAME AND NOW IT CANT GO OR MAYBE I DON'T WANT IT TO GO?