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Diary of an Ocd Gamer Girl

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Hi my names Lauryn but just Call me Ryn. Im 13 and im Scottish. I like writing and post some of my works but lately i've not been inspired to write. Im not very good at physically writing so i use the magnificent technology know as computers and smartphones to edit and write my storys. Im not very interesting but i thought 'fuck it' and decided to share my lovely point of views and cringe worthy moments with you guys. So sit back and grab some chocolate (because chocolate's fucking awesome ! ) and read about my life as a teen geek with mental problems, who spends to much time gaming and surfing the web.

Copyright and stuff this book/diary thing ain't fiction and stuff. I know my lifes like super interesting and shit but dont copy it to make a book ! ;) (note the last part was a joke, just cause im a funny ass bitch xx ;) )..All Rights Reserved

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Write it Down so I Don't Forget by this_is_my_life5693

Elizabeth has a very mundane boring life but sometimes she needs to vent about anything and everything. The only relief she finds is by writing it down. So this is her life. This is her diary. It's not formatted like an actual book and it has IM language as well as emojis because this is my life. This is basically a "story" of my senior year. It's messy and unorganized just like my life. Don't hate this is actually what happens/ had happened to me. I changed names and took out some parts but everything is very real. *this has NOT been edited! Read at your own risk*

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Lying to avoid explaining the millions of conflicting emotions that dance inside, set aflame. Ringmaster is always unbalanced-not sure how to feel and heal. He never learned how to process despair, too busy to sit with the emotions, care for them, validate them. He pretends to be strong, pushes through the day because no one cares as much as he does. Now you can find out what it is like to survive yourself. In the mental breakdown state of her mind, the emotionally broken girl copes with life's hardships in a cognitive capacity of a modern non-traditional circus. Based on true-life events, my 73,459-word fiction novel is based on real experiences living with borderline personality disorder. A Journey Back to Me: Learning to live with Borderline Personality Disorder is where Ringmaster and the circus performers take the audience on an adventure through mental illness. My book takes place at Planet Janet, a fantasy circus in which the Ringmaster interacts with each performance while interweaving my personal experiences of coping and living with the daily struggles of depression, rage, anxiety, panic attacks, and relationships. Each performer at the circus has a specific act that correlates with how I dealt with each situation.

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Female Joker by Clementine_Everett_

in a alternate reality, Artis Fleck, is a 34 year old women, she's never been happy, she can't remember one happy moment on her life. she lives with her mom, after getting out of Arkham, she'd rather live there than out in the streets. She works at a small building called HaHa's in hopes it will help her situation to be a comedian. But to make it worse, she has a condition that causes her to laughed when she's nervous, uncomfortable, or not to match her emotions, but it's sometimes and act, for her clown Carnival. And of course this triggers other people and makes then think shes a freak, but if course being different can cause a lot of problems. But after weeks of abuse she snaps, and kills three men on a train. She needs to figure out what her purpose is, make people laugh? No, make people pay. So I wouldn't laugh at this Clown, because it might just end..... Deadly. She wants to make people happy, to be a comedian, but it's hard when all people do is laugh at you, instead of you making them laugh This story contains language, I but of crazy ness, Partly LGBT, a perfect beautiful clown, and I bit of gore Just a sliver, I promise. THIS IS NOT A SMUT .. Injoy, love bugs .

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{ #3 } Twisted Moon (MxM || 18+) by Snape75

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