"You feel so good baby" he said whilst thrusting harder in me this time "so fucking tight" he says again and I just moan as a response to what he said. "Just for me" he whispers while spanking me and then kissing my neck just to leave a mark. I whimper. he keeps thrusting. harder. deeper. stronger. "we need to stop this" he says as he pulls out of me taking of the condom and then making his way to the living room leaving me alone in his huge bed. I cry. Get dressed and then leave without saying goodbye. This is how it works. and now I can't escape it. I can't stop it. Because I am addicted to it. sometimes we do things without thinking of it's consequences. The arrangement made by them leads to nothing but pain. Scared of falling for her, the past itself is enough to give you an answer. A story of broken hearts, horrifying past, her returning and fear of letting go.