Dear Diary
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Last published Wed, Mar 25, 2015
"Dear Diary.
Today is 2.12 and this day is no different from any other, I danced until I collapsed but it still wasn't good enough for her, I pleaded for her to give me another chance after resting up but she dismissed me from class not bothering to care if I harmed myself. I hate this academy and so often I wish I could disappear off the face of the earth to a wonderful paradise, but yet instead I am trapped and bound by the chains of my parents to remain in this hell they claim is going to be helpful in my career but... The way it seems I doubt if my dreams will become a reality, this is hell and Ms. Crawford is the devil..."
I wanted to write more but came to a halt as a tear fell from my eyes, my heart hurt and I just wanted to leave, I hugged my knees closer to me and rested my head on top of them as a sob escaped from my lips.
"Are you ok?"
I heard a voice ask as I looked up and saw him...from this point on my heart told me that things would never be the same...
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