Denial
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"Conceal it, don't feel it." Easy to say but hard to do. In the world of intimacies and desires, we want to love and we want to be loved. But to many, life is unfair. Some of us don't have the chance to get the love we want for ourselves. However, somehow in a hopeless situation, we still have that light from our heart. That someday we can find THE ONE in the right place and in the right time.
In the other side of the story because of our will to seek the one who can love us, we get pain in return. With this realization, we have learned that we must not make things in rush. That there are a lot of things we put into consideration. To some others, it's better to keep the friendship than taking it to the next level and will just hurt each other. Hurt---we don't want to experience this, right? The reason why I write this poem. Reminding you all that some things are better left untold. ^^v
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