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Reads 304
Votes 20
Parts 17
Time 6h 41m

Dean Winchester's latest book was going to cement him as the next big name in wilderness survivalist fiction, but editor Castiel Novak sees something else beneath the surface-the story Dean didn't realize he was telling.

Completion status: Complete, 17 chapters - uploading weekly

Non-explicit, slowburn alternate universe (AU) slash fic between bisexual Dean Winchester and gay asexual Castiel. Features a lot of country scenery and a lot of queer, light on the romance and sex.
Teen and up rating.
Disclaimer: This work is a fan fiction; I own nothing and no one from the Supernatural series, and you all know it.

Content warnings for the following: character being queer and closeted to avoid discrimination, coming out discussions, coming out, reference to people being harassed or attacked for being gay, mention of homophobic microaggressions, mention of past emotional abuse, descriptions of emotionally abusive behavior, mention of suicide, mention of people injured by tornadoes, use of intelligence-based pejoratives, negative self-talk, mention of sex, mention of someone feeling pressured in the context of sex, hiking accident, hospitalization / illness recovery, mention of minor character deaths (heart attack, car crash)

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The Angels Savior (Destiel TeacherxStudent) by Devil_Mouth_2023

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(Teenage Foster Home AU) Dean Winchester. The boy with a traumatic past. Castiel Novak. The boy who has it all. Two boys who couldn't be any more different meet at a fosterhome after Dean and his younger brother finally get taken away from their abusive father. Castiel is pretty interested in the shy new guy and after they overcome Dean's trust issues they start forming a friendship like nobody has ever seen before. But Castiel wants to her Dean's story, wants to know what had happened to his new friend. And so Dean starts telling a story - his story. He wraps it up in the story of an unknown boy, hoping his friend doesn't realize that it is his story. But in the end only one story will be left to tell - the story of how the broken boy fell in love with the angel. Trigger Warning: self harm, depression

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