Two of a kind

Sapnap was straight.
Sapnap was also in love with the idea of being in love.
Because of this, he went through many unwanted relationships, blissfully unaware of the fact that he did not want to be a part of it.
In fact, it took him countless awaited breakups and many hours of sitting alone, desiring affection, before he realised that he was in love with the idea of being in love; before he realised that he'd never really understood what it meant to be completely and utterly adoring of somebody else.