I wanna Kill myself...
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This Story is about a depressed Bakugou Katsuki. Bakugou Katsuki was well known for his Quirk. He was the one we all should look up to. But... When Bakugou Grew up and realised all the things he has done, like Bullying Izuku and treating others badly hurting them...everything... his biggest regret is when he asked Deku to take a "Swan dive off the roof". Yes, He was fine. Totally fine. but one day all the memories of him acting like monster and hurting others flooded in his mind. And he was Depressed. The constant feeling of sadness and regrets made him depressed.
Ship -Melissa shield X Bakugou Katsuki ( I bet you all thinking "New ship unlocked" )
I promise I am gonna post everyday. I hope you are gonna enjoy reading my story that's been stuck up in my head for like...idk.
❗Cover Art is Not mine, credits to the owner ❗
this is my first time writting a storyyy so please forgive me if I make any mistakes.
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