She's awake

"When the dessert become an ocean, is it then good thing or bad thing? Is the dessert better than the ocean or is it the other way round? When the dessert take every piece of me until I'm drain dry, or when the ocean gives me every sorrow until I cannot take it no more. "
Bel suffers from childhood trauma and every inch of her life is like a storm, predictable yet not. She is caught on a rain cloud, with an option to leave, but she couldn't, afraid to loose her childhood butterfly. Anxiety haunts her everyday, she is scared that the thunder will hit her and turn her life up side down, but little did she know, that inside the thunder, is where the answer