•ongoing story•
"I knew you were using me for my money and looks", Evan sobbed.
"happy late realisation", Hugo said in a perfectly serious voice.
Hazel and I were cackling like monkeys. And that was when I realised, as cheesy as it sounds, that my life is amazing and I couldn't ask for anything else.
Life has always been easy for me. The perfect family, loving best friends, job of her dreams, and now a new mansion I bought for myself. That's what everyone thought of, when the name Alice Carson came up.
And that's true. i mean, I've always been that. But hey, everyone wants to be their own person and not just a golden child who's been spoon fed all her life.
But, storms are brewing and are ready to create havoc in my "perfect little life". I have no idea as to what's about to happen (no, literally. go ask my lazy author) But i suppose when you have a best friend like Evan Bennet( a "hot-shot CEO") by your side, you can do anything.
will I pave my way through the storms and discover myself? or will I drown and lose everything? Read on to figure this out along with me<3
saudade:
(n.)a nostalgic longing for something
or someone that was loved and then lost,
with the knowledge that it or they might
never return; "the love that remains"
warnings i thought i should put:
some cursing here and there; loss of family members; deadly slowburn; and
slow updates.
p.s it'll make you want to kill me.
p.p.s i still need a new blurb
if you are reading this at any other site other than wattpad, you're probably at risk. ALSO, STOP FUCKING STEALING PEOPLE'S WORKS IF YOU'RE ONE OF THEM.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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