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Deep into Despair | xBayani

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Parts 36
Time 2h 52m

Reads 5,300
Votes 276
Parts 36
Time 2h 52m

Mature

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Broken songs play in my head on repeat
Happiness that lingers, I can't ever keep
Jars of hope that breaks to pieces of glass
Life that holds up for only a second and never lasts
Love that plays with my heart, plays with my mind
I'm deep into despair, the only real thing that's mine

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Follow the journey of the intricacy and obstacles of two lovers, one named Jordan and another named Naria.All Rights Reserved

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