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Searching for Death

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Reads 299,896
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Time 1h 14m

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"I saw you sitting here, you the most beautiful little thing I've ever seen, depressed and alone. I looked into your eyes and I saw that you were going through some messed up shit and it broke me. I want to get to know you. I want to put light back in your blue eyes"

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Anastasia Peterson has certainly been through it all. She's experienced the loss of her mother and the insanity of her father. She's anorexic, depressed and suicidal. Anastasia is planning to die, and she most certainly wants to follow through on he plan. But Anastasia catches Parker Fields' eye. He's a tall, handsome jock. Parker plans to save her from the most dangerous thing in her life- herself. And he certainly wants to follow through on that plan.All Rights Reserved

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In Love But Not With Me (Percico) [Hanahaki AU] by peeta_k

DISCONTINUED Percy and Annabeth are... happy together. Percy plans on proposing to her soon. But... he's not really in love with her. Not anymore. The dark-eyed son of Hades has caught his eye, he just doesn't know it yet. Not until he begins to cough up dark red petals and whole carnations. The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from unrequited love, where the patient's throat will fill up with flower, they will then proceed to throw, and cough up the petals, (sometimes even the flowers). One of the only ways for the disease to 'disappear' is if, the said person returns the feeling (it can't be resolved with friendship, it has to be genuine feelings of love). The infection can also be removed through surgery, though the feelings disappear along with the petals. If they choose neither options, or the feeling is not returned in time, then the patient's lungs will fill up with flowers, and will eventually suffocate. [A/N: One of the weirdest fanfictions you'll come across.] [A/N: Can now be found on AO3 and Quotev, check bio for links!]

We're broken people~ Adopted by Tyler Joseph by Isleofthejudge

Crystal has been living in an orphanage ever since her parents got arrested... until one day she sees people who look very familiar....Tyler Joseph? (Trigger warnings- self harm, attempted suicide,abuse, bullying, stay alive ||-//) (Completed: 7-17-19)

echo; adopted by twenty one pilots by staticinsanity

no matter how hard she tries to be better, she'll always end up with nothing but an echo. •started july 8th, 2017• •finished december 10th, 2017• (lowercase intended) (trigger warning: self harm, bullying, attempted r*pe, suicide attempts, and mentions of eating disorders. stay safe.) *may, 2018: why do people still read this?!? it's so bad lmao*

Secret Time by GalaxyMusic1

Anastasia was known to be a social butterfly and spent her life walking into her best friend's house without announcing her presence. That was until something tragic happened. Her guard was up and she only spilt surface level qualities to anyone she encountered. Soon she's walking into a new school with her brother, Nick, and his best friend, Noah. When their parents leave for business she finds herself tagging along with Nick and Noah. She discovers how they spend their time-outside of school and football- and finds a new family along the way. Her old life is soon left in the dust and she grows closer to someone she never expected to be close to. Even though she promised to never open up again, it seems to be easy with him. The tension rises but Anastasia is unsure how to feel about Noah and a new side of him. She realizes he's not who she thought he was and he's always there when she needs him most, as a friend. But can they stay friends? And if they're only friends, why does she keep pulling away?

A Million Shattered Pieces by Ky_Ky_Loves_THG

Claire Fortescue has a big secret. She's been hiding her social anxiety from those closest to her. Until she meets Brock, that is. He's funny, caring, kind. Everything a person could ask for. Except for one problem; he suffers from depression. Finally finding someone else not so perfect in a world that demands perfection, Claire allows herself to open up to Brock, and finds herself slowly falling for the boy with sad eyes. Handling her own illness is hard enough, but now Claire finds herself having to cope with Brock's increasing struggles. While she watches the one she's falling in love with slowly wither away into oblivion, a part of Claire begins to break. Knowing full well they share a romance that can never last, she gives her heart to the depressed boy. The one person she knows holds the power to break her into a million shattered pieces. *Trigger Warning; includes anxiety, depression, self-harm, and suicide mentions*

Adopted by Twenty One Pilots +Jenna by __NightHawk

I didn't think my hero's would save me, I didn't think anyone would save me. (First fanfic I've ever written, sorry if it's bad) Trigger warnings

Surviving Depression by Faithful_Wings

Here I sit in this dark room. Alone. Wrists covered in warm, dark blood. Waiting to be saved from this hell hole of a life... ------------------------------------------------------ Meet Willow. A girl suffering from depression and abuse from her father. Her life had changed drastically when her mother died. She was ten years old when it happened. About a year later, her father began getting drunk constantly and doing drugs. He also began abusing her. Willow still has hope for the day that her father will finally stop his addictions and beg for her forgiveness. She still has hope that her father will treat her like a human being once more. But like every human being, she still has doubts. Doubts that she will never get her father back. Doubts that she'll never have the courage to stand up to her father or contact the police. But when she meets a boy named Jeremy, will all of that change? Will he be able to help her? Will Jeremy and Willow start to develop feelings for each other? Will Willow be able to handle those feelings? Willow knows that there must be some hope for her life to change, but she also knows not to keep her hopes up. Nothing good has ever come out of that.

Broken Silence by U-niike101

Noelle was a normal, happy eight-year-old with two loving parents. But in an instant her world was shattered when a man came into her home and brutally murdered her parents in front of her. Orphaned due to the "Killer", she was left traumatized and unable to speak. Mute. Eight years later, she lives with two women that treat her like nothing and a man who wants to be more than just a loving father - a foster family that can't be called a family. When Gabriel Edwards, a peculiarly nice boy with stunning blue eyes, comes into her life, she finds her pessimistic view of the world slowly begin to change. But with her past constantly coming back to haunt her... Will she ever find happiness?

Glowing Eyes || Adopted by Josh Dun by _its_questionable_

Lynn Whitcher didn't come from the best family. Her mother abused her, and her older brother was in jail. The only place she could escape was a coffee shop, where a man with red hair worked. He would buy her coffee so she wouldn't get kicked out, and talked to her once his shift was over at midnight. Her world was turned upside down when she got the call informing her that her mother had died, and the man with red hair agreed to foster her until she had somewhere to stay. It all seems so surreal, and she can't help but wonder when she'll have to leave her new life behind. {HIGHEST RANKING IN "ADOPTED BY JOSH DUN": #1} {HIGHEST RANKING IN "ADOPTED BY TWENTY ONE PILOTS": #1} I do not own Twenty One Pilots. Copyright 2017 by _its_questionable_. All rights reserved. No part of this work may be reproduced without prior consent if the copyright owner.

The Last Day's Light (16+) by xoabnormal

"I wondered if my skull would crack open-an explosion of blood and bone, like a watermelon hurled off a building. Would it be over in an instant? Or would I linger in agony, every nerve on fire as the last flickers of consciousness slipped away? Did I even have the guts to take that final step?" ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶ Seventeen-year-old Ezra is convinced that today will be his last. As a suicidal nihilist, he believes life is meaningless and empty. But everything changes when he meets Anastasia, a 16-year-old who faces the absurdity of life with fearless defiance. Her unconventional outlook shatters Ezra's dark perspective, pushing him to question everything he thought he knew about existence. As their paths intertwine, he begins to see life, death, and the unexpected beauty in the chaos in a way he never imagined. ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶ Book Tropes|Additions (Do not read if you do not want some spoilers)!! • Strangers to Lovers • Grumpy/Sunshine • Second Chance • Meet Cute • Soulmates • First Love • Slow Burn • Love confessions • LGBT characters • Childhood Friends • Found Family

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In Love But Not With Me (Percico) [Hanahaki AU] cover

We're broken people~ Adopted by Tyler Joseph cover

echo; adopted by twenty one pilots cover

Secret Time cover

A Million Shattered Pieces cover

Adopted by Twenty One Pilots +Jenna cover

Surviving Depression cover

Broken Silence cover

Glowing Eyes || Adopted by Josh Dun cover

The Last Day's Light (16+) cover

In Love But Not With Me (Percico) [Hanahaki AU]

DISCONTINUED Percy and Annabeth are... happy together. Percy plans on proposing to her soon. But... he's not really in love with her. Not anymore. The dark-eyed son of Hades has caught his eye, he just doesn't know it yet. Not until he begins to cough up dark red petals and whole carnations. The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from unrequited love, where the patient's throat will fill up with flower, they will then proceed to throw, and cough up the petals, (sometimes even the flowers). One of the only ways for the disease to 'disappear' is if, the said person returns the feeling (it can't be resolved with friendship, it has to be genuine feelings of love). The infection can also be removed through surgery, though the feelings disappear along with the petals. If they choose neither options, or the feeling is not returned in time, then the patient's lungs will fill up with flowers, and will eventually suffocate. [A/N: One of the weirdest fanfictions you'll come across.] [A/N: Can now be found on AO3 and Quotev, check bio for links!]