Searching for Death - via - Wattpad

Searching for Death

Reads 300,451
Votes 10,976
Parts 33
Time 1h 14m

Reads 300,451
Votes 10,976
Parts 33
Time 1h 14m

adoption anastasia ansel anselelgort anxiety cancer death depression elgort fiction hope love orphan prison romance sadness suicide teen teenfiction trust

"I saw you sitting here, you the most beautiful little thing I've ever seen, depressed and alone. I looked into your eyes and I saw that you were going through some messed up shit and it broke me. I want to get to know you. I want to put light back in your blue eyes"

--

Anastasia Peterson has certainly been through it all. She's experienced the loss of her mother and the insanity of her father. She's anorexic, depressed and suicidal. Anastasia is planning to die, and she most certainly wants to follow through on he plan. But Anastasia catches Parker Fields' eye. He's a tall, handsome jock. Parker plans to save her from the most dangerous thing in her life- herself. And he certainly wants to follow through on that plan.All Rights Reserved

adoption anastasia ansel anselelgort anxiety cancer death depression elgort fiction hope love orphan prison romance sadness suicide teen teenfiction trust

Table of contents

33 parts

Sign up to add Searching for Death to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Broken Silence by U-niike101

Noelle was a normal, happy eight-year-old with two loving parents. But in an instant her world was shattered when a man came into her home and brutally murdered her parents in front of her. Orphaned due to the "Killer", she was left traumatized and unable to speak. Mute. Eight years later, she lives with two women that treat her like nothing and a man who wants to be more than just a loving father - a foster family that can't be called a family. When Gabriel Edwards, a peculiarly nice boy with stunning blue eyes, comes into her life, she finds her pessimistic view of the world slowly begin to change. But with her past constantly coming back to haunt her... Will she ever find happiness?

Abigail by hmarieh1218

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

$Suicidal Attraction {Old Version} by _DarkQueen$

"When people who have trust issues fall in love it's scary. The people they fall for fill up that hole in their life that was left by someone who caused them to have trust issues. The person starts to fill whole and happy; like this person is the one. But when that one person leaves,the one who made them invincible,they're crushed. The persons life gets worse and they fall deeper and deeper into that hole. The hole of what used to be." Kira Green is one that never wanted to fall in love. She planned on being alone and pushed everyone who loved her away. She gets bullied relentlessly even though she tries her hardest not to be seen. But in our society,the more one tries to hide, the more one is exposed. When Logan Williams came bursting into her life like he did, she didn't know what to think of this charming boy. He was different than the rest of the world. For the first time, a person wanted to know about the scars on Kira's heart than the ones on her wrists. She doesn't trust him at all. She wants absolutely nothing to do with Logan,but somehow he finds a way to meddle his way into her life. And when he figures out more about Kira,he's more than shocked. He doesn't see a girl who hates the entire world ,but hates herself even more. He doesn't see a fat, ugly, whore when gazing into her eyes. He sees a girl who's been wronged by the world left and right. He sees a girl who cares music more than she cares about her own life. He sees a person who needs love. But not everyone who you try to save ends up being saved in the end. Sometimes it's just too late. As Kira always says ,"Happily ever after was so once upon a time." This book does not promote self harm or suicide. And it also doesn't romanticize it. It simply is a story about two broken people on a quest to fix one another and mange to somehow fall in love with each other along the way. FYI THIS IS NOT A FAN FICTION! THIS IS AN ORIGINAL STORY CREATED BY ME!!!

We're broken people~ Adopted by Tyler Joseph by Isleofthejudge

Crystal has been living in an orphanage ever since her parents got arrested... until one day she sees people who look very familiar....Tyler Joseph? (Trigger warnings- self harm, attempted suicide,abuse, bullying, stay alive ||-//) (Completed: 7-17-19)

One Million Branches [Vic Fuentes Book One] by fidjdhhd

Paige, a girl from a broken home, her sister killed herself a few years ago and since then she has been depressed and guilty. She does all sorts of self harm and is suicidal. Her parents blame her for her sister's death, they beat her, make fun of her, and make her feel terrible about everything she does. Paige's only friends left her when she became depressed, leaving her with one friend who eventually stabbed her in the back and told everyone, everything. To escape everything Paige goes to the park and climbs trees, one day she starts talking to a class mate named Vic and they become friends, they tell each other everything. Will there friendship lead to something more? Or will Paige be left heartbroken? (TRIGGER WARNING) Sequel: It was all for you, all for you and more

Surviving Depression by Faithful_Wings

Here I sit in this dark room. Alone. Wrists covered in warm, dark blood. Waiting to be saved from this hell hole of a life... ------------------------------------------------------ Meet Willow. A girl suffering from depression and abuse from her father. Her life had changed drastically when her mother died. She was ten years old when it happened. About a year later, her father began getting drunk constantly and doing drugs. He also began abusing her. Willow still has hope for the day that her father will finally stop his addictions and beg for her forgiveness. She still has hope that her father will treat her like a human being once more. But like every human being, she still has doubts. Doubts that she will never get her father back. Doubts that she'll never have the courage to stand up to her father or contact the police. But when she meets a boy named Jeremy, will all of that change? Will he be able to help her? Will Jeremy and Willow start to develop feelings for each other? Will Willow be able to handle those feelings? Willow knows that there must be some hope for her life to change, but she also knows not to keep her hopes up. Nothing good has ever come out of that.

Adopted by Twenty One Pilots +Jenna by __NightHawk

I didn't think my hero's would save me, I didn't think anyone would save me. (First fanfic I've ever written, sorry if it's bad) Trigger warnings

Indelible love by _Luna_Grace

I shut my locker and started making my way towards my next class . I was already late and the hallway was almost empty . I picked up my pace . Suddenly a loud thump came from behind me and an immense crushing pain seared through my back . I was slammed in the lockers . I closed my eyes from the sudden contact and pain . Opening my eyes I groaned . The breathe left me all at once . He was the one who pushed . His eyes held so many emotions . anger , hatred and betrayal . It pained me to see that I was the cause of them . Suddenly his fist came flying with full force towards my face and my eyes widened at the thought that he was going to hit me . I closed my eyes waiting for the impact but instead of breaking my face he punched the locker inches away from my face putting a dent on it . He smirked at me . All the colors drained from my face . " What did you thought that no one will know who you are ?" The moment the words left from his mouth I stiffened . He knew . Oh my god ! He knew ! His smirk even widened more when he saw the emotion in my eyes . Intense fear . I'm screwed . He pushed me more against the locker . It hurts in my back so much . A tear escaped from my eye and he smiled like he was enjoying it . " I know who you are and I'm going to make it hell for you , Emma." He said while clicking my name . He spoke with so much hatred and anger that it sent fear to the cores of my body . He once again slammed his fist in locker making the dent more visible and walked away leaving me in the fear. .................... Emma Parker , a 17 years old girl . She is a chocolaty brown eyes brunette. She is running from the scars that her past life gave her. Running from everything she knew . What happens when she tries move on from her past that is still haunting her ? ******** This is the first book that I'm going to write on wattpad . So I hope you guys like it . I hope you guys like the book.

Love at Last Sight by JordanLynde

"Rose, I'm sorry, but your eyesight will be gone by the end of this year." Who knew one simple sentence could change a life so drastically? Rose is a normal seventeen year old girl with a normal life, normal friends, and what she thought to be normal vision. When she receives the news her vision is slowly deteriorating, she doesn't know what to think. Her life is over. What's a life without being able to see? Enter Chace, a young man who tackled Rose to the ground, mistakingly thinking she was about to commit suicide. He's handsome, suave, and has no idea why Rose is so upset. And even though she is a complete stranger, he decides he wants to help her feel better. With four months until her vision is gone forever, Rose slowly falls in love with this happy-go-lucky young man, but never reveals her problem to him. She's scared. Will he stay with her when he finds out she's going blind? Or will he ditch her when he finds out the truth?

Crashing Love [COMPLETE/PUBLISHED] by MikaelaKoehler

After hearing of her mother's car accident, Willow's life falls apart. She has to watch her mother's casket be lowered into the ground and then watch her father shut out the world from himself. Also having to deal with the constant struggles of being a high school student, she has to deal with people who don't get their way. With her father out of the picture, she turns to the only other people on the planet that care for her as much as her parents did. With the help of his parents, Elijah Reed keeps Willow's mother's memory alive by telling Willow about her mother and father's love story. Not only to help her move on but to help her realize that love comes in the most unexpected places. That place is waiting right in front of her. Elijah Reed watched the person that he loved, which just happens to be his best friend, crumble before his eyes. He watched the person that was the happiest, brightest person become someone who asked why they weren't the one who died that day. Maybe one day, he will be the one who saves her from herself. Maybe one day, she will love him as he loves her. Maybe one day, he will watch the light come back into Willow's eyes. Maybe just maybe... "Everyone has to fight their demons but they can't always do it alone." "Sometimes love comes in unexpected places, but I found mine with him." "I will always love you, even if you aren't here." // Watty's 2019 Submission COMING SOON TO PAPERBACK/EBOOK NOTE: Mentions of suicide. This is not taken lightly and is not meant to be a joke whatsoever. If you have thoughts of harming yourself, please seek help. US suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Broken Silence cover

Suicidal Attraction {Old Version} cover

We're broken people~ Adopted by Tyler Joseph cover

One Million Branches [Vic Fuentes Book One] cover

Surviving Depression cover

Adopted by Twenty One Pilots +Jenna cover

Indelible love cover

Love at Last Sight cover

Crashing Love [COMPLETE/PUBLISHED] cover

Broken Silence

Noelle was a normal, happy eight-year-old with two loving parents. But in an instant her world was shattered when a man came into her home and brutally murdered her parents in front of her. Orphaned due to the "Killer", she was left traumatized and unable to speak. Mute. Eight years later, she lives with two women that treat her like nothing and a man who wants to be more than just a loving father - a foster family that can't be called a family. When Gabriel Edwards, a peculiarly nice boy with stunning blue eyes, comes into her life, she finds her pessimistic view of the world slowly begin to change. But with her past constantly coming back to haunt her... Will she ever find happiness?