Is the pain worth it?
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Tue, Jun 6, 2023
A boy struggling with his sexuality and himself takes the pain on for himself to deal with. But one boy can see through him and tries to help him however he can. They both grow feelings for each other and thinks the other wouldn't feel the same. What will happen to them?
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