THE KILLER WHO WRITES

This where i dump about how I kill someone, see I am crappy writer but a splendid killer. How do I know I am good at killing probably because I have killed 49 people in 50 different ways? I had to kill one person twice? Ya, that was one hell of a job will tell you about it......
This is infuriating, I never knew writing could be so intense and tiresome; I have to read more books, to understand how you write about killing or probably understanding on how to create mystery around such a simple act. Killing someone is quite easy you know, it's like baking a cake. Get the right ingredients in right proportion set the right time and if timing is good voilà..... you got yourself a murder.... Killing is not done until you subjugate the evidence enough that they won't be able to speak for themselves. It's when your cake is finger liking good as if blood dripping out of perfectly sliced throat.
So, the fundamentalism of writing and killing are the same, you choose a plot or subject, you devise a plan. Final preparation is about preparation for the fate of that one evidence always left behind. Criminals are not caught because of their clumsiness they are caught because of their own expectations of perfection.
"There is nothing like a perfect murder, but definitely a perfect escape"
"my redemption awaits in flaws....somewhere in these killings i want to be found, but not intentionally. my mistakes that would led my demise are my only redemption"