Madness is going to kill me.
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Last published Wed, Jan 28, 2015
Jillian is losing her mind to insanity causing her to have limited friends and hate's everyone even herself. her one best friend she didn't have a choice of making is named AI meaning love in Japanese. She meets a boy named Rosemary maybe they'll get together and be more then friends. Her twin Brother Julian worry's about her everyday because she is his only family left, He goes to work everyday and sometimes misses school because of it. Jillian meets her true self face to face and gets confused for the evil girl in her dreams. Jillian slowly finds out who she really is and tries to learn how to love again. There is Tears being shed, Blood being spelled and Fears being confronted. She has a long way to go..
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