Just A Little Bit
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  • Reads 2,971
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 47m
Ongoing, First published Jan 06, 2022
A question I still don't know how to answer, not because I don't want people to know I'm still broken, but because I don't have enough words to explain how have I been. 

I'm in the middle of pain and healing, where I still feel every single heartache I've had for the past months but I also know I'm slowly accepting why everything happened the way it was. I'm in that moment where I don't know if forgetting is the best choice but I also know I will not be able to erase all these memories so I started to look for a way on how to move forward with all these painful memories. I'm not sure if who I was before all of these happened was better or the version of me moving forward but I'm certain that I don't want to be stuck where I am right now- in the limbo of sadness.
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