She writes a journal stating word for word her deepest darkest desires. He finds it. Was previously posted as 'control me' 18+!!! ""... I want to beg him to stop even though I don't really want him to. When I say please stop I want him to go harder. And when I'm a moaning mess, I want him to make fun of me, and to tell me that I deserve it. For him to be aggressive, or tie me up. And really, I just want him to control me.""