You Never Loved Me | Ongoing

In my twenty-three of existence, no one had warned me that I wasn't supposed to fall in love with the guy who rejected me when we were in high school; who broke my heart before I knew what it really meant to get your heart broken; who was my first love.

His crooked smile, his rough-to-touch black hair, his slender body, and his slightly weird posture - each flaw of his didn't seem like a flaw to me.

After repeatedly trying and failing to hate him, I had resigned to the fact that my feelings for him were an inseperable part of me.

Each day that I hated myself for harbouring those feelings, my desire to be with him gree stronger.

Was it wrong of me to still keep thinking about him this way?

Probably yes.

Could I really control myself when it came to him?

Hell no!

Did I know that it wouldn't last from the moment it began?

I hate to admit it, but yes.

And yet I chose to fall for him once again, out of habit or not, I don't know, but I knew that this time I would fall harder than I ever did before.

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Shine Bloomwood is nothing less than a sociopath. Her world revolves around her freelancing job as an artist and graphic designer and Daniel, her roomate, who's pretty much her family.

She is unusual and meets James Cleanton while doing something unusual, something that you and I wouldn't really think of doing.

Her life is turned upside down when she meets Brandon Parrise again, not that her life was pretty stable anyways.

Updates: Each Wednesday/Friday
Start: 10/01/2022
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