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No Control

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A story doesn't have to flow exactly the way you want it to. Sometime the river flows upstream and around a bend and gets cut off by a dam but a little trickle makes it through and continues down until it forms a lake. And that's okay, It doesn't always have to be pretty and perfect, sometimes it's just about getting there. And that's what this is about. Getting there. Let's try this again.All Rights Reserved

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