An Autoromance: A memoir
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I had to live with myself for 33 years. During this time I found funny things about me from my IQ which is 196 to my sexual orientation when she was auto romantic. That means having a loving romantic relationship with yourself as well as a sexual relationship with yourself. I've had to deal with some dark thoughts and dark people not race wise but through intentions just to get through to where I am today as a auto romantic. Join me on my journey to being who I am now. This is not for children. And auto romance is not a mental illness or psychiatric disorder or a sign of psychopathy it's just the orientation like everything else in the human race.
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