An Autoromance: A memoir - Circus Tiffany - Wattpad

An Autoromance: A memoir

Reads 35
Votes 1
Parts 7
Time 56m

Reads 35
Votes 1
Parts 7
Time 56m

Mature

adc afterdark autoromantic autosexual dark erotic eroticastories fantasies matureaudience maturethemes memoir romantica selfromance whatthefuck

I had to live with myself for 33 years. During this time I found funny things about me from my IQ which is 196 to my sexual orientation when she was  auto romantic.   That means having a loving romantic relationship with yourself as well as a sexual relationship with yourself. I've had to deal with some dark thoughts and dark people not race wise but through intentions just to get through to where I am today as a auto romantic. Join me on my journey to being who I am now. This is not for children. And auto romance is not a mental illness or psychiatric disorder or a sign of psychopathy it's just the orientation like everything else in the human race.







Now on Amazon kindle and other shops as an ebook






Word count: 12,764 wordsAll Rights Reserved

adc afterdark autoromantic autosexual dark erotic eroticastories fantasies matureaudience maturethemes memoir romantica selfromance whatthefuck

Table of contents

7 parts

Sign up to add An Autoromance: A memoir to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

At the End of the Day by goldmelanin17

[COMPLETED] "We both agreed, Apollo! We said no feelings, no attachments! You promised you wouldn't get attached." I look down at my lap in worry and shame. I have no idea what to say, I promised her, but like an idiot I broke that promise. "Say something!" My breath hitches and I look up at my beautiful girl through my lashes, my eyes brimming with tears because I know after tonight we won't be seeing each other again. I stand up from the edge of the bed and walk over to her, watching as her chest moves up and down harshly with each breath. My eyes trail over the love marks I left moments ago when we were happy to only get lost in each other's arms temporarily. She's mad at me. I never wanted her to be mad at me. "I'm sorry, baby," I whisper reaching forward to run my finger along her cheek catching the falling tear that flows down her soft skin. "You promised." She whispers. I know. "I promise I'm not attached, Blue." Too late. ••• Apollo and Blue have a few things in common. They're both lonely, they're both sad and they both attend the same university, a place where they stumble upon each other for the first time. So when the two decide to keep each other company by forming a causal relationship, the hard-headed Blue sets clear instructions for Apollo. Do not get attached. #2 Dark // 7 April 2022 #1 Interracial // 8 April 2022

His Dark Mercy by Amethyst_Moonn

WARNING‼️This book contains abstruse topics such as Dark Love, Abuse, Violence etc if you are not comfortable with the above please feel free to swipe past this book. "Please take me home" I no longer felt like going to work I didn't want my patient to see me devastated and terrified. After a few minutes we reached my apartment as I was about to get out he locked the doors I shivered feeling him turn towards me by now my eyes were glossy. I slowly turned to look at him the smell of blood was painted on him the tears rolled down my cheeks his thick thumb wiped them away my body was shaking I was terrified of this man when his skin made contact with mine my body tingled with a foreign emotion, I looked up at his eyes letting him touch me afraid he would kill me if I moved. "Goodnight my Queen" I shivered at the title he had given me, I was scared to the bone and I was not about to argue with him while he had a taste for blood the look in his eyes told me he still wanted more when he entered the car earlier on. He tenderly kissed my forehead lingering as my heart exploded I waited patiently and shut my eyes praying for him to remove his lips from my skin so I could go home. He finally did and when he unlocked the car doors I jumped out and hurried to my apartment not looking back at the devil in the car. I finally reached my apartment panting and shut the door sliding down my door crying hysterically, I could still feel his cold lips on me. What did I just witness tonight. What did I get myself into. I was scared of the future because I knew surely he would be back to check on his Queen. Highest Rankings #1 in Dark Romance. #1 in Possessive. #1 in Crazy. #1 in Dark Love. #1 in Psycho. © 2016 MCU, All rights reserved.

Ancilla by SeraDrake

She had it all - riches, a college scholarship, a girlfriend - until her conservative, hyper-religious parents found out about the girlfriend and made her choose between conversion therapy and disownment. That was the end of her academic career. Three years later she met a shy public reference librarian in a bookstore. He'd been waiting his whole life for her. Meanwhile, she was starting her whole life over. What ensued between the two neurodivergent lovers was magic. Given that he was about to become her tutor in the magickal and erotic arts, that was only to be expected. But at what cost? The mysterious older man was all she could ever have wished for, but she might need to choose between her developing identity and the most profound love she had ever known. An awkward bookworm searching for her inner strength A magus (and closet vampire) who also happens to be a sexual dominant An age gap, a forbidden romance, and a quest for gnosis ════════════════════════════════════ "Magic and philosophy sandwiched in between some of the hottest scenes I've read in recent years... Loved it!" - Hannah Gonzalez, Reedsy Discovery

In Love With Blindfolds On by cjacks1124

I gave the best of myself to someone who didn't have anything to lose. I didn't know how to avoid my lover's toxic and abusive flames. My lover's twisted words were like a maze inside of my head that I couldn't escape. Sadly, my lover's actions hypnotized my thoughts and paralyzed my thinking. I learned the hard way that love isn't leaning in for a kiss, and a fist meets you halfway. Love isn't being a punching bag because someone decided they wanted to beat on you today. Love isn't saying I love you just because someone wants to keep you to themselves. I tried to be there for my lover, but I learned it is impossible to fix the broken pieces when the glass has shattered. There will always be pieces that are not repairable. However, I kept going right back to the person who I needed to walk away from. I was afraid, and I wasn't brave enough to wake up from this nightmare! I made the choice to suffer when life is meant to be lived and enjoyed. Will I find the courage to know my worth and know that I deserve better than the distasteful lies that are whispered in my ears? Will I have the strength to fight my insecurities? Will, I set myself free, or will I let my love be the death of me?

Seducing The Single Dad ✔️ by LoveLiveLust

Sample only, Ebook available on Apple books, Book by Barnes and Nobles, and Kobo. Links in bio ❤️ ***** "You are going to come again, but not until I say so...nod for me and give me your yes..." he whispered sexily while licking my ear. I was nodding and moaning at the same time. ***** Highest Ranking #3 sexy (10/02/2020) #3 adultthemes (15/02/2020) #4 happilyeverafter (03/01/2020) #1 booklover 1(14/03/2020) #3 dilf (14/03/2020) Amanda is addicted to coffee, she treated her coffee far better than she treated her men. She likes to change partners faster than she restocks her milk and creamer on her fridge. She never gets attached to her men, she's very adventurous and even likes to share her man with her girls. That was until each and every one of them find their man and she was left to play alone. ****** Dale had been a single dad since his wife passed away delivering their daughter Mable into the world. Since then he hadn't found the one person that can even come close to his beloved wife. He dated women on occasions but finds them all bland, shallow, and not even the least intriguing for him. He was dedicating his life to Mable and his coffee shop and that was enough for him. ****** Until one day Amanda walks into his coffee shop and literally knocks him off his feet. Since then she has been in his mind constantly, she was truly his opposite. The wild child versus the calm and settled single dad. Will opposite attract? will they find the middle ground? will his daughter approve of his new relationship? Join me and experience all the ups and downs of their struggle for their happy ending... ***** *Warning! R-Rated for 18+ due to strong, explicit language. sexual content*

NAVEL GAZING: excessive absorption in self-analysis or focus on a single issue by ANMS111

-A Lie I decided to focus on family, choosing to believe and have faith that everything else would fall into place. I wasn't comfortable-or good-at lying to her. So, when Samantha surprised me one day by swallowing her pride and asking directly if anything had happened during our break, I hesitated. The silence, I believed, said it all. I was on the verge of confessing when she gave me an out: "If you tell me nothing happened, I'll believe you," she said. I should have told her the truth then-or resolved never to reveal it. Instead, years later, as I left for the final time, I selfishly brought it up. By confessing, I hoped to push her away. But in that moment, I let her believe what she clearly wanted to hold on to-that I had been faithful. She knew Pippa and probably sensed there was something between us, but she let it go-and so did I. It was cowardice, I know. Still, I made up my mind to make our dream a reality. And for a while, it worked. But fast-forward through the births of our three additional sons, and more than a dozen years, the same problems that once threatened us had only grown and would soon spiral out of control.

SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

The Virgin and The Pornstar - ORIGINAL (18+) by shutupsinderella

REWRITTEN AND WAY BETTER VERSION IS NOW UP! Warning: Some scenes in The Virgin and the Pornstar contain sexual content. Reader discretion is advised. HISTORIA My sister's a pornstar, I'm an aspiring veterinarian. Her best friend is also a pornstar, but I didn't expect to meet Alexio while they were getting filmed! Just my luck, right? So I made a deal with that pornstar - if my love life goes to Hell, he'll be the one to take my virginity. I'm a romantic, but my faith in men and love is on the brink of destruction. I only have one relationship left in me and if it goes well, then I'm not going to be a virgin anymore, but if my next boyfriend breaks my heart like every other guy I wasted my time with, Alexio will be there for me. ALEXIO I'm a pornstar. Work used to be so much fun, I surrounded myself with women, I brought a different girl or multiple girls to my bed a few times a week, I held the hearts of many in my hands, and after years of being a player, it all became dull. However, when I tell a girl I don't do the whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing anymore, I'm still an asshole. I don't believe in love anymore, but that shit was a myth to me until I met Historia. Copyright © 2019 by shutupsinderella All Rights Reserved ORIGINALLY POSTED: March 25, 2019 COMPLETED: Dec. 28, 2019 ⭐️Hit 1m reads on Nov. 26, 2021!⭐️

Abducted for the Pack by NataliaPrim

Extended SAMPLE! Book is live on Amazon & Kindle Unlimited! Monsters are real... and I'm in love with them. Coasting through my last year of college, I take a chance on a frat party and wake up later surrounded by monsters. What follows is an encounter I couldn't scrub from my brain if I tried. Worst of all, I don't want to. I'm tossed into their world where any hope of escape is wrecked by the filthy-mouthed alpha and his pack's obsession with me. They show me pleasure-and pain-like I never thought possible. Even love. But our fledgling bonds are tested too soon, as we're pitted against rival packs, ancient foes, warring factions, crazy zealots, and an illusion of choice which could leave me irreversibly changed. Contains: ✓ Multi-pov ✓ Inter-pack relationships ✓ Unique world-building ✓ A veritable buffet of romantic pairings ⚠ This s a dark, Poly Erotic Romance, which means there's lots of s3x and actual plot, with content not suitable for persons who clutch their pearls. Head to nataliaprim.com for all the "heads-up" (CW) info you need! ⚠

You may also like

Slide 1 of 9

At the End of the Day cover

His Dark Mercy cover

In Love With Blindfolds On cover

Seducing The Single Dad ✔️ cover

NAVEL GAZING: excessive absorption in self-analysis or focus on a single issue cover

SWEET REVENGE cover

The Virgin and The Pornstar - ORIGINAL (18+) cover

Abducted for the Pack cover

At the End of the Day

[COMPLETED] "We both agreed, Apollo! We said no feelings, no attachments! You promised you wouldn't get attached." I look down at my lap in worry and shame. I have no idea what to say, I promised her, but like an idiot I broke that promise. "Say something!" My breath hitches and I look up at my beautiful girl through my lashes, my eyes brimming with tears because I know after tonight we won't be seeing each other again. I stand up from the edge of the bed and walk over to her, watching as her chest moves up and down harshly with each breath. My eyes trail over the love marks I left moments ago when we were happy to only get lost in each other's arms temporarily. She's mad at me. I never wanted her to be mad at me. "I'm sorry, baby," I whisper reaching forward to run my finger along her cheek catching the falling tear that flows down her soft skin. "You promised." She whispers. I know. "I promise I'm not attached, Blue." Too late. ••• Apollo and Blue have a few things in common. They're both lonely, they're both sad and they both attend the same university, a place where they stumble upon each other for the first time. So when the two decide to keep each other company by forming a causal relationship, the hard-headed Blue sets clear instructions for Apollo. Do not get attached. #2 Dark // 7 April 2022 #1 Interracial // 8 April 2022