[Set three years after the events of LAFC.] Castiel Milton is a successful author, living a life of luxury in New York. None of that matters to him, however. All he wants is the only man he's ever loved. Dean Winchester is a struggling artist, settled in New York with his boyfriend, Jesse Calvin. It doesn't feel right and their relationship is far from perfect, but Dean struggles to keep it afloat, desperately wanting to forget his lost love. One night, they fight once too many and Jesse is determined to take matters into his own hands, craving revenge. A story full of love, heartbreak, angst and misunderstandings. Written with keep_on_keepin_on.