Pretending To Be Okay Was never Easy
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Last published Tue, Jan 11, 2022
Leilani Madeline Luna A. was deeply unhappy or depressed and likely to commit suicide, but she pretended to be okay in front of people she loved, even though her mind was completely in chaos. She started depressed when she was 15, and now she's still depressed when she was already 20, and she was a first-year college student in a public school. Her depression started when her parents divorced and her friends betrayed her, so she decided to be alone and not want friends in college, but there was a boy named Nora Sebastian Elias who was his classmate, and Nora wanted to be close to Leilani. Somehow, Nora didn't know that Leilani was just pretending to be okay and trying to commit suicide every day, but always failed, and she went to school like nothing happened and smiled at Nora and asked him how was his day.. If you want to know more ..just read and see what will happened to Leilani and Nora in this chapter.. i was just starting..
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